College dilemma and worries about future.

I know I haven't been active for a while and if that means there isn't anyone left here then the only person I can blame is myself. *still hopes someone reads it tho*

My name is Natalie and I love Youtube. Recently I might have watched too much. Slightly. Maybe. Ok I haven't stopped for 5 hours straight. Do not blame me I know you do it too. I accidentally watched DORM ROOM TOUR it was a huuuuuuuge mistake my dears. Unfortunately my mind cannot get through a day without wondering or getting stressed. And here comes my thought:
WHAT ON THE EARTH AM I PLANNING TO DO WITH MY FUTURE/LIFE?
And to be honest I think every teenager worries about it at some point. Sooner or later. I'm 15. I guess that's sooner.

My thoughts were:
- where to college,
- what about money,
-in country or abroad.

Plus I wouldn't be able to  function in a dorm room with someone. Let's say I love privacy but my mom likes to call it introversion. My parents are not a billionaires and they most likely won't be able to pay me for a penthouse.

I'm not even sure what I want to do. Every subject that involves memory is cool, no math or physics tho. I'm thinking law or journalism.

It really feels good to write it down. Finally got it off my mind.

Comment down below what are your planes for future and how do you deal with stress and get worries off your mind. I really need advices on that for my next post which will be about stress relief.

Hope you can relate and you liked it.

XXX Nat